***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 03 - THE DOPEST SKYPE EVER*** **Some mont..

***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 03 - THE DOPEST SKYPE EVER*** **Some month in 2011** Camming used to be an online underground activity back then. I remember in 2011 when most people thought the webcams popping up in adult sites were just ads or viruses and the most popular chatrooms would hold a few hundred people max. As for my own chatroom I had about 10 people visiting me on a good day and having leaked content wasn't an issue yet for me. I insisted on being "non nude" on cam and had just made the decision to go topless in Skype only. Most of my live streams consisted of chatting and dancing and I was finally starting to m.eet a few nice people after endless days getting 1 or 2 guests. I was a very youn.g and shy girl then, with a will to flee the situation I was in real life and a high dose of self esteem issues due to a failed toxic marriage (yes, I married so yo.ung). It was incredibly hard to start from 0, with very bad English, no make up skills, no clue about lighting, no money and not a lot of experience online or in real life for that matter. I can say a part of me was really curious about this world, excited even, and another part of me was just screaming in shock that I had just started showing my boobs (Which I was very self conscious about ) on the internet. Well, not quite on the internet, publicly, but Skyping was already an insane concept in my mind. Mr. Dude was my third ever 4 digit tipper and I call him that because he refused to call me Bella, instead he called me his "Dudette". lol. The first few times he showed up he didn't tip anything but I appreciated his talkative nature. Oh I must add here he was also my first ALL CAPS chatter (More on this later). My chatroom was often very quiet and having someone to talk to was more entertaining to watch in case any new bypassers decided to stop by. ***Mr. Dude: "HEY GIRLLLL I MISSED YOU WHASSUP TODAY I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU" Mr. Dude: "NO NO TODAY I REALLY WANT TO MAKE YOU SMILE VERY BIG. WHAT DO YOU THINK?" Mr.Dude: "ARE YOU READY? NO BUT I WANT TO SEE YOU SMILE YOU KNOW YOU ARE MY GIRL, MY FAVORITE DUDETTE" Mr. Dude: "MY ROOMATE FINALLY PAID ME SO NOW IM FLOOWIN ON CASH. YO IM SO RICH NOW IM HERE TO MAKE YOUR DAY"*** Hahaha yes please, make my day. ***Mr. Dude tipped 1000 tokens and left a message: LET'S SKYPE!!!*** At the time I was doing 900 tokens for a 30 min. Skype, topless flashing only. A true Private on MFC for that amount of time would be 2400 tokens, so I thought it was a good plan to get to know new patrons and also I felt I wasn't that good with being sexy. Baby steps... Even with this deal going for a month this was my second Skype request ever, and he even tipped extra. I was excited. **Yaayyy Thank you so much, Dude!!! We can go right now if you want.** ***"I WILL MEE.T YOU THERE! I CANT WAIT OMG YES! PLEASE GET THIS PLAYLIST READY! YOU ARE SO SEXY*** He sent me a list of R&B sounds in private chat but since I played those so often on my streams I just logged on my Youtube playlist. **In Skype** ***"READY? OK YOU CAN START WITH ALL CLOTHES, WEAR A SEXY BRA, I AM SO READY*** My heart was jumping in my chest. The side of me that was still shocked wanted me to turn it off and go hide under the blankets, while the other side was telling me this was an important step and in no time I could have as much fun and comfort as the top girls in the site, become financially independent in the US and also have so many nice friends online. They looked like they had so much fun... I felt that if I didn't take care of myself no one would. I saw how the other camgirls lived and they had everything I didn't. They looked happy, healthy, wealthy, popular and loved so what did I have to lose? I accepted the videocall request after a deep breath. Mr. Dude was waving on the other side and it was nice to give a face to the nickname. He looked exactly as I had imagined. He was restless, tall, very slim, white and with a huuuge smile, he wore a beanie and had a friendly face. I could see his kitchen in the background and his living room had no furniture besides a small black couch behind him. He was talking but his audio was off. I tried to warn him but he kept talking. I asked if he could hear me and he nodded with his head, kept chatting away and started sending kisses. I was puzzled on why he kept talking non stop while knowing I couldnt hear him at all, so I thought to myself he probably just wanted me to start getting sexy. I hit play on my youtube and went back on Skype. It was a slow beat so I got up and started teasing with my short dress. He was observing me and I still wasnt used to the experience of watching a guy watching me. I could feel my cheeks starting to burn and turn red so I strategically moved the camera off my face and focused on my body. He made a movement with his hands asking me to lift my dress but before I could start pulling it up he stood up very fast which got me startled for a second. I wondered if someone had arrived in his home. He was fully Donald Ducking. Wearing a t shirt and no pants or underwear. Partially erect, mostly soft. Oh and it was looong. I asked him if someone was there and got no reply. He just stood there. So I kept dancing and tried to not look at my screen too much. It was one thing to dance on MFC to nicknames and words on the screen, and another completely different to see the person watching me live. I lifted my dress and looked away for a few seconds until the curiosity got the best of me so I decided to look back to see his reaction, only to witness the most violent masturbation session I've ever seen to this day. Mr. Dude was violently jerking his soft dick in a way that the pixels were having a hard time keeping up. I gasped and stopped dancing and he did not care. He walked farther away from the camera and I can't express how bizarre this scene looked! The best way I can describe it would be an angry toddler chocking and shaking one of those funny chicken toys with long necks in all directions. The poor thing was like a whip being thrown around without a target to hit and his hands were so fast I was unable to see them on camera. I was actually concerned that he could rip it off somehow. I nervously laughed and asked him to take it easy and to my relief he left his dick alone and started head banging by himself around the small couch that was behind him. I sat down realizing I would be the one watching the show this time, so thats what I did. I tried to figure what kind of drugs he must have taken but that remains a mystery to this day. Mr Dude danced like there was no tomorrow, jumped on the couch and sat like a frog, violently jerked off his now completely soft very long penis, jumped on the kitchen counter, rolled out of it, jumped on the couch again, violently jerked off some more, twirled and head banged and danced on his personal dance floor completely out of beat to J Cole - Workout... He jumped on the couch again and rolled down falling on the floor and laying completely flat, his butt facing me and his face smashed on the floor. Kind of like Peter from family guy after falling down the stairs. I dared to ask if he was alright. No response. I left to get a glass of water and when I came back he was still laying down. Not moving. I started calling him, yelling.. I felt my stomach drop when I realized he could be needing medical attention and there wasn't anything I could do. I paced side to side and waited for long minutes. Not even the slightest movement. I hung up. I could barely sleep that night. I had laughed so much during the Skype date and now I just felt like a complete jerk. I prayed he was alright and someone found him and helped him. I logged on again on the next day and after a couple of hours I had about 15 people viewing me. To my relief Mr. Dude logs on and pops in my chatroom. Mr Dude tips 500 tokens and leaves a message: ***"DUUUUUUUUUUDE THIS GIRL IS AMAZING. HEY EVERYONE. FOR REAL. NO WE WENT SKYPE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND SHE NEARLY KILLED ME*** (no pun intended). ***SHE IS SO SEXY OMG SHE DANCED FOR ME SO SEXY AND HER BOOBS ARE THE BESTEST IT WAS THE BEST SKYPE OF MY LIFE SHE IS WORTH MUCH MORE THAN 900 TOKENS YOU WILL FOREVER BE MY DUDETTE I LOVE YOU"*** (Never saw my boobs) ***"NO SERIOUSLY IF YOU EVER GET THE CHANCE TAKE THIS GIRL ON SKYPE SHE IA AMAZING BEST SKYPE OF MY LIFE"*** I was glad whatever drugs he took made him have that impression of our Skype. But I am sure it was a much more memorable session to me than to him. He said he would be back later but he never logged on again on MFC or Skype. I still hope he is alive. Pic of your favorite dudette