***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 09 - MR.LOSER*** **March 2016** I remembe..

***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 09 - MR.LOSER*** **March 2016** I remember living at my mother's friend's apartment at this time. She was renting for a few months while out of State. The walls were concrete and more sound proof than my previous apartment, which was a very positive aspect for someone that works playing music late at night. Luckily, to my neighbors, I was also getting into ASMR so part of those nights were spent very quietly... unlike the specific night we will talk about tonight. The more I dedicated my time camming and making Youtube videos the more I saw my numbers growing in chatroom. Around this time was when I finally felt I had a tight loyal group of friends whom visited me almost every night. They always accepted my boundaries and comfort levels so it was always very good company to have but around 3am I decided I should log off and go to bed. Before I could say goodbye... *Asmr bells go off* ***MrLoser tipped you 150 tokens and left a message: hi princes. sorry for entering w/o permission. I sent a mfc mail about a possible private*** **MFCMAIL: Hi...Other models have been making me transfer tokens to real men so they can do a cumshow for a real man in private. And not a loser like me. I just have to pay for it. And then make me spy. But not get to watch. So paying double essentially for a private I never get to watch. They verify this via my cam that I'm not watching. They also like that so they can verify my volume on my TV is loud so my neighbors hear what a pervy loser I am. So they make me do a mini private show (just us two) before the cumshow private. They will make me go to my bedroom and close the door first. Then they ask me a simple question. This is how they verify my volume is really loud thus allowing my neighbors to hear everything as well. If I can answer, I cum back out and answer it thus meaning it was sufficiently loud since I was able to hear it in my bedroom with the door closed. If I'm not able to hear it, I have to keep turning it up and answering a new question until I can answer it. Once it's loud enough, I leave the tv remote on the floor so I can't turn it back down and I leave my computer volume mixer so you can see if I fuck with it or not. (I will have my cam on and pointed at the tv which is operating as my computer monitor). Then you can proceed to have your orgasm in a 2nd private for the real man of your choice. Is so humiliating and embarrassing. Not to mention doing a number on my wallet. Well, I'm obliged to mention this to every hot camgirl. So if you're interested let me know.** I didn't do "masturbation privates" and always made it very clear on my profile, but this time I saw an interesting opportunity. I opened my Twitter account and messaged one of my great friends. Bella:**"Tony!! I have a weird request!** ...lapse of me explaining the story... Tony:**"Lol What???? Yes"** ***** ***MrLoser ok....what if it was just me and you...and you could point your cam at a wall or the floor....cum off cam....all the while your moans are blasted through my tv so my neighbors heaer what a loser i am? :embarrassed*** ***MrLoser and I know you dont' want to cum for me obviously, me being a loser and all :sigh . It would be for a man of your choosing ofc ....with me paying for it via a token transfer*** ***MrLoser: well damn...wasnt figuring you'd take the offer...now im fucked...let me know the details...like when and how long you need :sigh*** MrLoser tipped double for a 15 minute Skype time. At first only the 2 of us. He was looking at the wall, you could see a tall dark haired man sitting on a chair. His keyboard on his lap but he mostly communicated through gestures. I said hello and asked if it was on maximum volume. He nodded negatively. **"I want maximum volume"** He agreed and left to turn it up. In a few seconds he returned with a boner and quickly sat back down.. never showing his face. I talked again and heard my voice loudly playing in the next room. My cheeks blushed. His TV was VERY loud. But I had to stay in character. **HAHAHA YOU REALLY DID IT! I WILL ADD MY GUY FRIEND! HE IS A REAL MAN AND DESERVES TO WATCH ME IN HD. IF YOU PEAK YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN** He nodded. Tony joins the Skype call. His eyes revealing his curiosity going back and forth from me to our friend. Mr.Loser looking at the wall in white trousers and hands behind his head. He shrugs 🤷‍♂️ We look at each other and laugh quietly "sshhh shhh". We agreed he would talk like I was doing something sexy. I open my playlist of songs I liked to dance to and got it on. **Tony: Wow Bella you look so sexy.** **Bella - doing a chicken dance-** **Tony: Take that off** **Bella: unhum... yes I will take everything off for you** Mr Loser sighted in distress After some "naughty talk" back and forth I decided it was time to start touching myself. So I sit closer to the microphone and start gently slapping the upper part of my hand for a subtle tapping sound. **"Uuhh yess.. oooh Im so horny.... YES YES!!! HMMMM!!!"**- tap my legs, tap my cellphone trying to find the best sound and make funny faces for convincing pleasure sounds 💀 Yes, baby.. I was using all that learned ASMR skill for some convincing Naughty Foley! **"I needed a real man to do this Private with.. only a guy like you could make me cum"** I grab the lotion sitting on the nightstand and splash a bit on my hand to add wetness to the tapping sounds. Tony turning red from holding back his laughter while MrLoser moaning and going crazy in his chair. I could see his body shaking and he was dying to look back. It was the tease that he wanted. I screamed a loud fake "O", splashed more lotion around the table. My hand flapping on the lotion like a fish on the mud and I started signaling Tony **"say something its your turn!"** so he unmuted and used all his acting potential to finish: "fuccck yes Bella you are so so hot. Wow! You came so hard.. Thank you for paying dude" MrLoser groans a loud moan. Tony logs off. MrLoser put both of his hands on his head and nodded negatively slowly. His pants with a big wet spot. I laughed in character and talked to MrLoser a bit more and logged off as well... Another very ununsual night and tea time before bed. ***** I hope Mr.Loser didn't record to watch it later. That would ruin his fantasy... Or maybe it would add to it.. who knows? What matters is that everyone went to bed satisfied. He got his fantasy fullfiled, I didn't have to cross my comfort level, and Tony.. well he has been doing well in therapy 🙃 MrLoser came back many times until around 2018.