Added 2022-08-14 21:46:59 +0000 UTC
man. Some of you on here are so insensitive to mental and physical health. I’m sorry I’m in a very dark place and not in good physical/mental health. Constant doctor appointments and sick days are exhausting. I don’t have the energy most days and taking photos of my body to satisfy others seems like a huge task. Trust me, when I was healthy it was a dream to do so but now since most days hurt it could mess with my head/with my purpose here and my self worth but I try my hardest during these dark times. If you’re not satisfied with my posts, just tell me and I’m sure we could figure something out. Or try to reassure me that things will be okay? Or even just ask if I’m alright. To immediately say “I’m cancelling my sub. I work a real job to pay for these photos” or something along those lines is so brutal. I am literally trying my hardest. These aren’t even close to the details of what I go through daily. Hope you can imagine how difficult it is to do the most basic of tasks. Those who have been patient and kind will reap the most reward but those who have been demanding and hostile in DMs will not be able to sub again. The last thing my mental needs is to be talked to that way when I’m struggling as much as I am.
