That messing around red afterglow β¨ where can you spot it? π§ Iβll be honest- as fun as it has been to get back into physical intimacyβ¦itβs also been challenging. Not having much physical contact for 2.5 years manifested in several mental blocks as well. I also had to come to the realization that my abnormally high sex drive in past relationships came partially from trauma. Supriseeeeee π It was my fear of them leaving that made me insatiable. So! Iβm trying to get back into a sex life- that is fully healthy. Both mentally and physically. Wish me luck π