Let’s talk about onlyfans. I am at a bit of a creators block..

Let’s talk about onlyfans. I am at a bit of a creators block. Personally. I have not been feeling that sexual lately. Granted you try getting 20+ Grape threats a day and get stalked by a man on twitter cause he saw you at local farmers market and recognized you It’s hard to want to even be sexual. Usually nowadays. Sex is just the last thing on my mind. And I personally see that as a good thing. I have had a lot of growth in the past month than I have in the last three years of my life. I am working on my body dysmorphia and accepting what I have without thinking it’s ugly. If you don’t know this about me, I’m a sex trafficking victim (my mother was the cause unforch). Hence the body dsymorphia and the lack of talk about my family ever. Also the cause of me selling. I’ve been homeless since I was 16. From 18 I aged out of the woman’s shelter I was at and didn’t have my birth certificate or SSN or an ID And it took me years to get any of that. So selling helped me get food money. After that, I became a lot more set up in life. And it became less of a need for survival and more of a way to invest into my company without the need of an investor or going into debt with a business loan. (I’m not that dumb y’all. I invest every penny). I have been working a lot on my trauma and my triggers cause I do have ptsd and it can cause me to have depressed episodes where I don’t eat. Which I wasn’t. For 8 days. But I am now! Steady been eating. Steady been studying!! I’m learning Italian right now. And I’m picking it up pretty fast too Anyways. Part of me wants to quit onlyfans. I don’t know what content to make. Like I previously said. I feel like just straight nudes everyday would get repetitive but I also I don’t know. Do you just like tits? Or do you like girl friend experience/soft core pictures too?? Cause when I do post more sensual pictures I get a lot of people who like it. And a lot of people yelling at me saying I “have one job” which is to show like my punani (but bro isn’t that really boring after awhile?) Keep in mind grape threats. Stalkers. And just mental break downs it’s hard to want to post sometimes. I’ll take a picture on my phone and look at it and think. It’s not good enough to post. So I’ll take 40 more pictures just to not like any of those either. I know I’m picky. Shut up 😂 you don’t have to tell me. But not making something you think looks good is also kinda discouraging you know? Plus the shop has been super busy. But. I still have made a lot of friends through this. Would you miss me? If I was gone? Would you want me to stay and keep making content? At this point. I will leave that decision to you.