Hey babes, I just wanted to hop in and post an update on how..

Hey babes, I just wanted to hop in and post an update on how things are going.

First, as usual, fucking THANK YOU for sticking by me, I'm just amazed at those of you who are still here supporting while things are so slow. As a MASSIVE thank you, I'll be sending out my FULL V-Day video to ya'll for free. I love you all so much, and appreciate the constant support, so don't miss the DM that I'm sending out shortly!!

If you're waiting to hear back from me via snap, I'm sorry!!! I'm so overloaded with pain and being sick from the percs, I'm going to catch up as soon as possible xx I've so many messages and just really overwhelmed with everything that's happening.

I've healed really well since the last operation, but unfortunately my pain is still the same and extremely high. The next surgery, which ideally should be the last, is Jan 4th and I'm just buckling down and trying to stay strong until then. In case you missed it, the surgery will be to remove my uterus and left ovary. All I will have left after this is my right ovary!

I've been in and out of the ER several times, all the scans you can think of, and they just can't figure out what to do for me other than tell me to hold tight until I have the operation. I've got the plan to contact my surgeon tomorrow morning first thing, but I doubt there's much they'll be able to offer considering how soon all my pre op appointments are anyways.

On another not as fun note, I am still really struggling with pain when I orgasm. I don't even have the luxury of just playing with my clit, even, and it's been really hard for me because I so desperately want to get back to normal and have so much drive, but I just can't take the pain. I have been actively avoiding sexual content because the inability to have release is just so difficult for me :c

I'm really hoping I'll have the energy to get some pics in the week before surgery so we can see how everything changes on my stomach afterwards, but I just don't think I'll be able to play with myself whatsoever before the next operation.

Again, I appreciate the patience.