

So it has been 10 days since I became sick. I have gone thro..
Added 2024-05-21 14:23:39 +0000 UTCSo it has been 10 days since I became sick. I have gone through 4-5 boxes of tissues. Lost 5 pounds due to no appetite for a few days. Have not gotten high, until last night. I have had less than 3 packs of cigarettes.
My abs are fucking amazing due to all the coughing!
My nose is so sore, my throat is sore, my abs are sore and I am irritable as hell right now. I am so ready for this to be over!
I want to get back to filming! I spent money a week ago for testing so I could film, but have had to cancel my shoots for last week and this week. I have solo videos to film and custom videos to film. I am so sorry to those waiting for custom videos, I will create them as soon as I can. Happy y'all haven't paid yet though.
The last few days I have gotten better each day. I have been able to eat again, fully eat all I want and I have energy again. Although by late afternoon I have to call it quits for the day and rest a bit before dinner. After dinner I am doing nothing but resting. Sleep has been fitful. I have not gotten a good nights sleep in the past 10 days. Last night was one of the best nights. I woke up every 3 hours but got a total of 7 hours of sleep. After the second wake up I was able to sleep another hour before waking again and finally getting up.
I can't wait to be well again! Going to try to start working out again today. Really miss working out. Haven't been able to do so since May 1st. I wasn't able to get any workouts in while on vacation.