

I had periods today where I felt good about my body even though it’s not the ‘ideal’ that my ed has created for me, so I thought I’d share :)
I’ve come to learn and understand that firstly, ideals are stupid. And secondly that no matter what, if I stay in that kind of thinking, that ‘ideal’ will just get more and more unhealthy
And while that’s an endless cycle, it’s not a hopeless one
(Also not to say that recovery is easy in any way, but times like this make me feel like it’s worth it and will be worth it)