I need to pick my hobbies back up so badly. Being in therapy..
Added 2020-10-19 23:03:34 +0000 UTCI need to pick my hobbies back up so badly. Being in therapy and releasing/reprocessing trauma is helping me open up that space in my brain again to do the things I love. I want to read a book every week, journal every day, play my uke at sunset and sing silly songs all night, draw beautiful women and chibi’s and kawaii fruit til my eyes get tired. I want to save up and buy a food cart or truck and sell stacks of rainbow pancakes, veggie scramble, biscuits, mini cupcakes, and bubble tea. I want to feed the homeless, foster animals, take a language course, practice photography again instead of feeling rushed and insecure in front of my iPhone. I want to work with other girls and take sexy photos and videos and have fun with it. None of these things have felt possible for a very long time, to feel even the slightest inclination towards them lights up my heart. I was absolutely stagnating up until April of this year....for about, 3 years? And then everything changed, and has continued to. I just have to keep my eye on the prize. And that prize is simply living life to the fullest💗
