Not really sure where I'm going with this, or how to start i..

Not really sure where I'm going with this, or how to start it. I've thought about and rewritten this whole thing a couple of times.

Completely pulling back the curtain: my life is kind of in shambles. Career wise I'm struggling (monetarily, motivationally) and that loops back into a lot of nights letting depression take command. I've always struggled with depression throughout my life, and despite 7 years of clinical therapy I have a lot of times where it still takes over. My therapist always told me "You have to be uncomfortable enough to make a change" and I think I've reached that breaking point. That has led me to this point.

I've never truly been satisfied with the way I look. I don't like my body. I'm hoping that having a place here to put things, to vent, and to show progress will not only help myself but other people as well. I'm not entirely sure what direction this whole venture will take me but I just need an outlet. I need a little box that I can put these pictures in to show progress and stay motivated and hopefully show a healthy road map to other people on how to better themselves. I'm not perfect, I will make a lot of mistakes and honestly I'm incredibly nervous about even showing these pictures now. I'm not sure on pricing (if any), and I'm not even sure what this whole thing is going to look like. It's going to be a constant work in progress but I don't think I'd want to have it any other way.

This is me being incredibly vulnerable in this moment, and I hope you find a measure of respect in interacting with me on this journey. This is going to be incredibly safe for work, I will not be hanging dong for people to see. This is how I look now, with what will be monthly progress pics and gym related updates.

I'm not sure what to say at this point. Best of luck to me.

- Adam