here’s a drawing of some alpacas i did a while ago while i’m..

here’s a drawing of some alpacas i did a while ago while i’m still recovering 🤍 thanks for supporting me while m i’m dealing with this, it’s been really scary and really rough on my body but i feel like i’m starting to get better, slowly but surely. i’m INCREDIBLY sore, nauseous, and exhausted, but i feel less and less like i’m dying, so that’s a good sign! i’ve pretty much been resting, playing animal crossing, and when i’m feeling extra not-terrible, i either work on some music (i have some awesome stuff coming out soon!!! i just need to make album art and i can put some stuff out), or some art stuff (i’ve either done some digital art, painting with this gouache i got myself for christmas, or making some clay stuff, which i’ve honestly only done once or twice)… but mostly dealing with the long list of bullshit that i have to do for my health and housing and government assistance, as well as trying to track down all the stimulus payments and the tax refund that i was supposed to get because i didn’t get my stimulus checks, getting the logistics of my trip figured out and blah blah blah. it was already overwhelming, but since i’ve been sick af, it’s just made it 100x harder. oh! also, my birthday and birthday trip (as long as i’m feeling well enough to go, ofc) is coming up at the end of the month. i’ve been trying to get a little amazon wishlist together since i know a lot of people like to get those kinds of things as gifts, but i would prefer airbnb gift cards/uber gift cards (just in case of an emergency or issue with rides to and from the airport so i don’t get stranded or otherwise screwed yknow?), cash ofc (for the cat sitter), maybe some gift cards for clothing stores so i can get some nice new clothes for the trip, or something? it would be REALLY cool to get a new ipad since the one i drew this picture on is running like ios 9 and can’t even run logic remote anymore, which was really cool for making music… but honestly? idk, whatever would be really cool, since i didn’t really get anything for christmas other than what i bought myself, and this trip is pretty much gonna wipe me out if i don’t get help with the airbnb and stuff lmao. anyway, i just wanted to check in and catch you all up on what’s going on and how i’ve been feeling. i hope you’re all doing well and having a good 2022 so far, i still can’t believe it’s already another year. i’ve been stuck inside my room for like 2, almost 3 years now to avoid covid and shit, (plus my chronic illness getting worse), so i feel like the years have just kind of melted into each other. anyway, i’ll quit rambling now. hare krishna and dog bless 🍄🤍🍄