


Just saw my oldest submissive and was having a low spoons day. So I had him bring me ice cream, didn’t change my clothes, I laid on my bed and ignored him with my feet in his mouth. I generally don’t ignore my submissives (what’s the fun in that for me!) but since I was genuinely tired (and genuinely wanted to watch the season finale of Too Hot to Handle) I decided to go for it, and it was so hot. It’s so hot to feel that someone is that obsessed with you and your body that you can send them into subspace with paying them basically no mind. It’s also hot to have play partners who are devoted enough to me that they’ll say yes to my insane scene ideas (last time I saw this submissive I water boarded him with a root beer float) but also to acts of care.