

💫 September 2019 💫 So many pics from the first year, but these ones really hit me. I don't look anything like that anymore. I have lots of intense feelings around my weight, and it's never what people assume. Of course there are changes that I'm glad happened, but overall, I miss this body so much. I didn't know what was coming, but I lost a lot of weight the coming winter, and I still have never put it back on. Looking at old photos like this inspire me, I never appreciated what I had until it was gone.