

💫 February 2021 💫 Waiting for the sun to come out and the snow to melt. Drowning in heart shaped anything in the meantime. I made a huge breakthrough in my health around this time, I'll never forget it. An unexplainable milestone. I was getting a grip, and beginning to figure things out. I was feeling a much different sense of hope. Unfortunately with this process, I slowly started to understand that I had to get worse before I could get better. Not to mention the work behind it all, and maintaining an image in the social spotlight simultaneously. It's still hard to explain, but as soon as I had a realistic perspective, I knew it was a very long journey ahead. I didn't want to, but I knew I had to. Still on the struggle train, but I'm glad I got on instead of pretending everything was fine.