So, just to clarify for those who may not know, I do about 2..

So, just to clarify for those who may not know, I do about 2-3 shoots in one sitting and what I have been doin gis uploading around 12 photos a day for 2 weeks so that I don't get overwhelmed with a lot of different photo shoots (for both here and Patreon)! This also allows you guys to see new(ish) content everyday until I shoot the next shoot. If you are from my Patreon, I usually do about 2-3 photo shoots a month, just so I don't burn out of ideas! So, usually I will be doing 2-4 DIFFERENT cosplay sets each month for Onlyfans. I just want to also clarify that I won't do nude! Please do NOT sexualize this,,, ((TRIGGER WARNING)) This allows me to do different styles of work as well as gain more confidence for myself. I will be honest, I feel brain dead lately. I feel unmotivated and overly anxious. I have no ambitions or goals for myself; all I know, is I want to help people and be able to be a safe haven for everyone. I just want to show the world kindness but I need to learn how to be kind to myself. there have been many days, where it's hard to eat because i feel the need to punish myself for not doing the things I do/.\ This allows me to feel comfortable again. Some may not see it as that and that's okay but understand MY intentions and MY thought processes with MY work. (please know I am not mad or angry xD I am a very smol tired bean who just likes keeping it real) I type this with no intentions for pity but awareness that, I am human too. I can only do so much before I mentally break. And please, know that your supporting words, watching streams and even liking posts is more than enough; at the end of the day, I care about you cuties over money. ^-^ I am here if you ever need to vent, but please don't send me dick pics or anything oversexual. Thank you!!!