A Lover's Testimony ~ Happiness has forsaken me.. I am doome..
Added 2022-07-21 09:04:20 +0000 UTCA Lover's Testimony ~ Happiness has forsaken me.. I am doomed to live the rest of my days in solitude. Never have I ever loved someone the way I love you. Passion, desire, lust.. All of these words fall short, nothing can describe my burning love for you.. If only you'd notice me, if only you would look my way. Just once.. My aching heart would overflow with hope. Hope... Such a dangerous thing. Makes us believe we can have something, be something, and then reality kicks in.. This endless well of suffering is familiar to me, yet every time the downfall starts it seems to hurt even more. Even with all this darkness nothing can stop the gears in my head from turning, from thinking about your face, your smile, your soft voice. The thought of you alone makes me cry a river of tears. Why is love such a battlefield? No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget you. I cannot move on from your spell. This wicked spell that traps me like a helpless fly in your web. Entangled in endless adventures never leaving the cruel landscapes of my mind. Only you can save me. You, the one who doesn't even know my name. My only salvation is to touch myself and imagine they are your hands. At least then my lips curl into a smile, right up until the moment I open my eyes...
