it’s the way that i’m consistently getting new subs but no o..

it’s the way that i’m consistently getting new subs but no one is unlocking my extremely well priced PPV. it’s not like there’s not much you can see here for free that you can’t see elsewhere. like yeah sure theres a lot of casual nudes on here, but i put so much effort into my full length videos. i’m my own production team. i do everything. i pay for all of my costumes, props, software. i just want to feel appreciated & loved. compliments are nice, but it coming with even a small tip would feel better. a lot of SWs are SWs because they have things preventing them from working normal 9-5 jobs (such as chronic health issues- like myself), but i actually pretty much have to work 24/7 in this economy/oversaturated market due to the boom during lockdowns. this is one of the most stigmatized professions even though it’s the oldest. we risk so much to do it because we have to in most cases. if you jack off to porn for free, you’re not actually supporting SWs, you’re doing them a disservice. i’m not trying to grovel & beg, i’m just trying to educate & help you see the other side of things. we also go thru so much bs on the daily. we are constantly harassed in many different forms. men will go out of their way to try & ruin our days bc that’s what they get off to. idk i’ve just been going thru a lot lately. i am really passionate about making fetish content. it’s an art form. to put so much time & effort into your art that is made for other people’s enjoyment & to not be paid for it when it is available for sale sucks. i have so many men tell me they jerk off to me for free. i politely ask for tips & they say they’re broke. it’s no longer a compliment at that point. just makes me feel like a piece of meat. i’m a person. i’m a creative. i care about my clients. idk my heart is hurting. 💔