I feel like I’m being a massive letdown at the minute on my ..

I feel like I’m being a massive letdown at the minute on my page and I’m so sorry, but the reality is I’ve been really really poorly since I got back from my trip with Joey.

I look fucking exhausted because that’s exactly how I feel. I always try my best to slap on some make up on and make things look better than they are but in reality, I’m sure a lot of you know I’ve been struggling with my health for a very long time now. Since finally getting on top of my bladder disease, I’ve also now got a rare, disabling type of Migraine which presents chronically, which I’ve had every day for nearly 4 years now, as well as being diagnosed with another type of neurological ‘headache’ syndrome Yesterday- which might be the reason why I don’t get full relief from all of the aggressive migraine treatment I am on. I’m also currently undergoing lots of heart investigations to make sure that there are no underlying heart problems that could be contribute into this never-ending neurological nightmare. I’m currently wearing a heart monitor for the next four days, which I’m already sick to death of ha ha. There has been talk of a potential heart problem which is often seen in chronic migraine patients and when fixed with a minor heart surgery sometimes the migraine improves. I’m going to have this test to see if I’m a candidate and go from there so let’s see.
I am also going through the process of getting registered as disabled which is really stressful in itself. My medical bills are getting higher and higher and to be honest to say that I am at the end of my tether is an understatement 🥲.
Anyway, I’ll try to get on live stream this weekend as you guys always cheer me up, but I just wanted to give you an insight into the reality that is happening at the moment because I don’t even even recognise myself in all the hot sexy pictures that I am posting from previous Shoots 🤣💔😢.

Thank god I’ve got three crazy cats here to keep me company lol. X