

Hey guys, hope you’re having a nice weekend so far. Sorry I’ve been a little bit aloof the last few days.. things are still hard right now. I go from feeling semi okay, To being unable to move in a matter of minutes. I don’t really talk about my family very often online, But I also have a seriously poorly family member And I am racked with guilt that I can’t help or be as supportive as I want to be because of my own stupid health situation.
Anyway, just a reminder that what I do share is only a fraction of the reality of what’s going on in my life. Sometimes I don’t feel like coming on here and posting sexy pictures and engaging in conversations where I’m seen as an object. Don’t get me wrong, a lot of you are SO lovely and do not treat me like that at all, but because some do and I feel sensitive, I tend to just avoid all of my messages to be safe for my own sanity. I also feel like it’s slightly weird and inappropriate To constantly moan about my own life and dire situation when there are absolutely horrendous much worse things happening around the world at the moment. I feel like being online in general we all see a lot of traumatic things right now, So then it feels odd to just pretend I haven’t seen it and post a sexy pic and carry on.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know My thoughts at the moment as I know a lot of you guys are feeling the same way with the state of the world. It seems that everybody I know is going through something deep, awful or heavy right now, and I know that likely will be the case for you guys too, so sending my love.
This is a place of lighthearted fun and I Will do my best to keep it that way, I just wanted to share the above. ❤️