Dear diary, Things have been really rough lately. Living ..
Added 2022-04-28 19:52:10 +0000 UTCDear diary, Things have been really rough lately. Living in a hotel isnโt so bad when you think about all the new people you get to interact with everyday but having to choose between rent or groceries every week isnโt fun. My brother hasnโt had a stable income since we got to town due to job hopping. Heโs been here in this small room with me for a total of about 2 1/2 / 3 weeks out of the damn near two months weโve been here I donโt get any time alone and when I moved I forgot to pack my โwork suppliesโ so Iโve not been posting enough online for work. Iโm not happy with myself. Iโve been trying to go live when I can but things have been crazy. Each day has been one struggle after another. My partner and I have been trying for two years now and we finally got a test with a faint line and excitement started to kick in but after taking another test and it came back negative I was crushed. I have so many health conditions we have a very low chance of success. Needless to say I wake up everyday still determined things will get better things will be okay and today will be a good day because all we can do is try. All anyone can do is try again and smile because if you want it you can achieve it with a lot of hard work and a little hope.
