Hi loves! I just realized that I forgot to post this update ..

Hi loves! I just realized that I forgot to post this update here on this account, oops.

Update #1 from last week: Sorry I haven't been on much, have been spending time with my fam and just trying to decompress and manage my chronic back pain. I have 2 cosplays that are still being worked on but because I haven't felt well, they've been on hold, but I'm hoping to resume soon. My goal is to finish at least the Carebear one and then I can do the shoot for Velma, Wendy's Girl, & the Carebear all at the same time. As mentioned I have chronic pain and so it is difficult for me to shoot regularly so it's better to do as many in 1 session as possible if I can handle it. It takes a while to find a good day where my body can handle it physically and then the next several days after the shoot I'm in a good amount of pain so everything just takes a lot of time. I have so many great ideas, but physically it's just impossible to do as much as I would like to be able to do, and it's hard to me to accept that. Sometimes I bite off more than I can chew and get overwhelmed and it makes me feel terrible and pushes me further into depression, so that also takes time away from getting things done because I have to get back into the right headspace and that is rarely easy or quick to do. Which is a big reason I haven't been streaming much at all lately.

So the whole point of this is, I want yall to know, that when I make plans, they are still plans, they just take a while to actually get completed. Thanks for understanding and supporting me. <3 It means the world.

Update #2 from today: I was sick last week and a bit before, but I'm finally starting to feel a bit better. Unfortunately I've been struggling with a messed up knee for the last 4-5 days. I was hoping it would just get better by now but it hasn't yet. This means I may not be able to do the cosplay shoots this week but I will as soon as I physically can. I'm going to hold out a few more days and see if it gets better, if not I'll have to go to the Dr and likely get an xray that I can't afford, and I already owe them from the last visit, sooo I'm hoping it just gets better on it's own. I feel like the universe is against me creating content :( Send feel better vibes for me pls! I'll keep yall updated. <3