So I've been on hormonal birth control from the time I was 1..
Added 2023-02-26 00:54:50 +0000 UTCSo I've been on hormonal birth control from the time I was 15 and now I'm 21. I can only assume but my mental health was always something to be reckoned with lol. My libido was always kinda low despite me being a very sexual person. I do love to fantasize and do lots of kinky stuff but my desire to do so was always kinda low. And without getting in too mich detail my mental health wasn't always the best. This month since I stopped the pill o.m.g. ... Who am I? As some of you know I study psychology but was this choice me or my desire to know myself? I'm having some side effects (constant headaches) but it's supposed to pass as my hormones balance out. I've not felt low for a fat minute and I'm kinda weirded out by it and praying it stays that way:'3 Also my libido... I've never had so much sex in a day where my partner cannot keep up with me and my hunger for sex. Is this how it feels to your own person? In conclusion I wish more girls wait before starting the pill so they get to know themselves and to decide whether it impacts them negatively. I'm literally sitting down in my bathroom right now as I'm typing it and feeling content. That little tiny pill for 6 years messed up who I am forever but maybe that was a learning experience and I'm going to appreciate who I am today more. I never really share my thoughts and emotions like this.. so that's also something new? If you read my rant till the end I'm sending you lots of hugs as I appreciate you taking the time to read all this💚
