HD At-At Swimsuit! I can’t cum with straight dick penetratio..

HD At-At Swimsuit! I can’t cum with straight dick penetration. I’m just wired wrong. It’s resulted in me being Asexual all my life as a result of sex abuse. What happens is, when I cum, my muscles inside go crampy-crazy-cock-crusher. My ex BF from Austria complained I crushed his dick like seriously bad. The result of crushing means that any toy I use on myself, bruises me because it isn’t squishy. My muscles will crush beyond their own pain threshold and so I’ve ended up like seriously cowboy walking this week. Because my sexuality is split - Asexual on the one hand, and Fetishy hypersexual on the other, I literally only get excited with somatic textures and objects. So I’ve decided to develop my own device, based on what’s MISSING from the current market for people like me. Hence the penetrative experiments, with breathplay to get me off! The trouble is, I must give it a break this weekend because my muscles are literally so bruised - I can’t go to the loo. I’ve been constipated for days and can’t even go, because my muscles have just disengaged while I’m in cowboy mode. You’ll see AT-AT grind to a halt where my muscles stop him 😂🤣 You have no idea the humiliating treatments I underwent to deal with my “muscle problems” down below. Biofeedback probes, being timed to squeeze out a water filled condom etc etc. I’ll tell that story in a live feed soon. But this is all about finding my turn ons and experiencing them, in the hope that I don’t need a man to do this for me, and I can overcome my mental block regarding sex. I can’t wait to reveal the product line I’m developing. Your donations are all funding my product development! And I’m actually going to do this not just for me - but many women and trans like me. (I can understand how Trans feel, my split sexuality is a form of sexualized body dismorphia)