Weekend update: Firstly, I'd like to thank you all for bei..

Weekend update: Firstly, I'd like to thank you all for being so supportive. I am nervous every time I post a photo because my body and age aren't exactly up to par with what the fresh ones are putting out these days. There are a great majority of you that have stuck by me for nearly a decade now and I am just so filled with love and joy at the thought of that. Thank you so much. Secondly, I will be going into a surgical consultation on the first of next month. Without getting into too much detail, I will let you know the tl;dr of what we have found. 1. I have always been prone to tumors and cysts. I have not been able to film any current videos because of developments on my cerv1x. I will be getting my entire cerv1x, ovaries, and fallopian tubes removed to prevent any other risks. 2. While they are doing that surgery, they will be able to fix another issue that I have which is called Diastasis Recti. This is a separation of your abdominal wall that has to be, quite literally, sewn back together. Without this procedure, I will continue to suffer from back pain, back numbness, and the inability to do some more unsavory things to speak about without assistance. These two surgeries are the most painful procedures the surgeon offers and has a long recovery time, however I've always healed quickly and I don't foresee this going any differently. A hidden pro of this is the fact that they will be tucking and tightening my stomach's loose skin. This will promote my mental health and peace while making new content for you. I can't wait to be happy and healthy both physically and mentally after this is all said and done. Again, if you read this far, thank you. Thank you for being supportive and for being there for me. I can't say it enough. From the bottom of my heart and soul, thank you. I don't know where I would be now without the support system you have all given me since those shitty webcam photos back in 2014. I adore you and I hope you have a lovely weekend. XXX Moniqa