

So I’ve been nervous about showing my body. I lost weight again and it embarrasses me. I have always wanted to be a beautiful curvaceous woman. And instead I’m this. This vessel has betrayed me again. I used to get made fun of for looking like a stick. Boys would say I had the same body as them, and I also looked like a branch. Girls would say I needed to eat something and I was too thin. That’s why I’m so self conscious. But I’m learning to not let things people said to you 20 years ago affect your life now. I guess I’m a slow learner. But it’s better to be slow and late than never right? lol 😂 So anyway. Here’s my beautiful brown sick broken body. I’m learning to not be afraid again. I’m coming back. I’m coming home. Also I’m coming.