I got in a good work out yesterday and I’m in higher spirits..
Added 2021-09-17 15:32:44 +0000 UTCI got in a good work out yesterday and I’m in higher spirits. I adore having this as my job, bull I’ll tell ya man, having your income and financial stability based on what your body looks like can really fuck with your self image. It’s one of the primary reasons I’ve continued my education despite doing well on here. I just don’t think I handle the pressure to look a certain way all the time as well as a lot of my peers do and I know that’s going to fuck with my longevity in this field. I always have to remind myself that the vast majority of y’all don’t actually care that much about how much I weigh or what my stomach looks like that day. I am my own worst critic. In my opinion, the biggest work hazard of selling pics isn’t the potential damage to your reputation, but rather the damage to how you view your body. It’s hard not to commodify your body when it’s literally the source of your income. But tbh that’s not at all exclusive to sex work. Lots of people have to use their body for work, especially in labor intensive jobs. It’ll never be lost on me how lucky I am to have all this and to have y’all but that shit isn’t without its costs. Sorry I’m over here going off on a body image Ted talk 😅 I just think about this stuff a lot. And a lot of you guys have been wondering whether or not I’m going to continue making content after I graduate law school next May. I will tell you that tentatively, yes. I’m going to continue making and selling content until it doesn’t make me happy anymore and it’s still very much a source of joy in my life. I’ll let you know what that changes, I promise.
