A rescheduled shoot had me up SUPER early so I could stick t..

A rescheduled shoot had me up SUPER early so I could stick to my allergy shot appointment that of course took forever because everyone is struggling with allergies in spring. To make it more interesting a nurse was out for the day. An hour late, I skipped past my cardinal rule of filling my gas tank up at 1/4 tank. Exiting near the shoot location observing the shoot location had no gas station near it I knew I was going to have to plan later. I didn’t eat because I wanted the shoot to move and we finished with just enough time for one of the performers to get to an office to retrieve her passport (I hope). There’s a metaphor embedded in how my day ended, driving home with 50 miles left to my gas tank. I just wanted to get home so I passed multiple gas stations as i leant my trust to my car’s measure. 12 minutes away from home, my car lost power at 70 mph and as I pulled over as I thought “this is why you have rules”. The imp in me wants to joke with my therapist who is trying to help me get past overly structuring everything. I am not sure if she would mistakenly take me seriously 🙈. It’s a moment that will remain a passing thought. One of those annoying things I have on my to do list is to reinstate my AAA (This was certainly a loud reminder). Fortunately, a friend rescued me with a gas can. Driving out of the valley I watched the temperature drop from 84 to 65. Today was a hot scene, literally and figurativeIy. I think I’m finally understanding girl girl (I didn’t shoot it for the majority of my career), it’s so different than the BG animalistic fucking. I finally shot with Scarlett Sage and this newer performer… I’ll figure out her whole name soon, Ginger something. Acting as a therapist helping a couple work past their difficulties that of course led to ggg sex. Lol I hope the combination of my morning cardio, the scene, the ultimate sweat in 84 degrees and focusing on not being overcome with this misstep equates to the time I’d have spent at the gym today (I suspect the stress may counter it despite my calm outer appearance). With this conclusion, my shower beckons me to wash off the stress sweat and get rdy for a new day again. I may need to take the evening for myself to hone in my focus but I’ll be back online tomorrow after shooting for Missax .💕