hey everyone i’m making some really big changes i’m sorry ♡ ..

hey everyone i’m making some really big changes i’m sorry ♡ i’m going to focus on making content i’m truly happy and comfortable with for my own mental health, i’ve grown a lot as a person these past few months and been more stable than i’ve ever been in my life but also growing more and more uncomfortable and upset with the way i used to portray myself and the content i was creating, when i first started OF i was extremely manic and hypersexual which isn’t the real me at all then trying to keep up that persona when i wasn’t manic anymore made me borderline asexual, extremely burnt out, full of regret and i couldn’t stop thinking of all the things i did that doesn’t sit right with me, i truly hated myself

 eventually i decided to be really open about my mental health and so many of you were so sweet and accepted a more real me but i still kept creating very explicit content for the money and always tried to justify that it was worth it but the way i feel about myself on the inside didn’t get any better, it’s been weighing me down for far too long and i’ve finally decided that no amount of money is worth feeling this way

 i will still make full nude content, it just won’t be on the same level as my old stuff i’m sorry, i’ll post a lot more photos and videos in every set to make up for it and hopefully as a whole i’ll genuinely enjoy it and it’ll turn out a lot better, i also want to try to be a lot more talkative and interactive with you all and i’m sorry i had been quite distant, i’m very introverted and shy irl but i was also too worried about forming parasocial relationships with people especially while making the kind of content i was and after dealing with stalkers and impersonators, just please don’t send me super sexual messages but feel free to talk to me about common interests and if you’re sweet i’m still happy to make custom content just noting super explicit anymore i’m so sorry

 i really wish i could be comfortable with making the content that i used to but i’m just not cut out for it, i have so much love, support and respect for the creators who do