happy monday! let’s have a little recap of sunday 🤍 thank y..

happy monday! let’s have a little recap of sunday 🤍 thank you for the positive and reassuring words i received yesterday. some of you really pushed me to think out of the box. overall, the lesson i take from this is that focusing on doing what makes *me* thrive and happy is the key. i will sadly always disappoint people, i cannot be perfect for everyone, and that’s difficult to accept for someone as perfectionist as me. i’m always looking to please everyone and that can be detrimental to me integrity in the long run.. letting go, accepting that i am not perfect and i cannot humanly please every single person that i come across is pushing me to actually work on my thinking process and on my perception of things ; of course, i want to continue to create content that you enjoy, but for you to enjoy it, i think that it’s imperative that I, first of all, enjoy creating and posting it as well. otherwise it will feel inauthentic, f0rced, fake… what you see on here is me, the real me, in a vulnerable position, heart and mind open for you all. i want to continue to be that way, and for that i need to have boundaries to protect myself, my authenticity, my integrity… and also my job that i love very much. sending so much love to those who accept me in the way i present myself, in everything i am and i have to offer. OF is the place where i’ve been the most vulnerable of all my life. i’ve worked so much on my capacity to open up to others since starting my journey two years ago, to share my thoughts, feelings, creativity and express myself with the art of sensuality and teasing. I grew so much since I first started and for that, I am very proud if myself. thank you so much for being a part of my journey. thank you to those who can accept that what i have to offer is indeed different from the mainstream porn that we are all used to, but who can still see, notice and appreciate that the experience i have to offer is still so unique and worth it. *I’m worth it.* lex <3