

I must be honest, christmas has never felt like a happy holiday cheers for me. It is a holly time of stress and pressure to be happily social, which I am not. I love talking to a few select people. Work events are hell. Family is fine I suppose. I am close to my family despite the "fatherless behavior", as some people say. All and all, I would like to give gifts and hang out without feeling made to do so because some famous dude allegiantly was born this time a year