Lusties, I want to take a moment to be vulnerable with you a..

Lusties, I want to take a moment to be vulnerable with you all. 👉🏻👈🏻 I’ve been having some less-than-pleasant experiences with other models recently. There’s a long list of models I’ve looked up to since I started making this kind of art and I’ve been “collecting” more muses along the way but… while I did admire them for their beauty and artistic vision ~ reaching out to them wasn’t a wholesome experience… not with all of them of course and for every model that responded positively I think I fell more in love 🙈 but for the ones that didn’t, it felt… very personal to be left on read, blocked for an unknown reason, or responded to with short unkind words. 😔 I do understand that there are nuances because quite frankly this industry is competitive as heck so I could possibly be viewed as a potential threat. I know that it’s common for bigger /talented models to “look down on” new/or smaller-than-them models and not want to help those who ask, because no one wants to talk to someone they think only cares about getting a leg up... I sincerely hope I didn’t come off that way to anyone, but I’m concerned that I possibly could have 🥺🙈 Or heck, I know what it’s like to be a model who’s getting HUMONGOUS influxes of messages and comments and it being taxing keep up with all of them; or to have a multitude of life factors effecting me and it being difficult to compartmentalize them in order to give a great experience. …I feel like this industry is lacking a wholesome factor, I sincerely don’t want to make anyone else experience the negativity that I experienced trying to reach out… So, I’ve been actively thinking about how to improve my communication with you all and I’ve been doing my best to stay consistent despite the work load ~~~ I want to bring you warm and fuzzy feelings no matter how much my content and fan base grows in quality and quantity, and promise that will never change! 😇