







Our journey started 5 years ago on a trip to Mexico. After 20 years of marriage it was time to leave the kids at home and go away for a week of sun. Little did I know my husband would surprise me by bringing some toys along to the resort. I had never played with toys in my life up until this point. He confessed that week that he has always wanted to watch me with black guys. It was pillow talk up this point, but deep down I knew that I wanted it too, but I was scared what it might do to our marriage.