hey friends ... i wanted to share a lil personal update on ..

hey friends ... i wanted to share a lil personal update on why i've been quiet the last few days. My mental health took a dive at the end of the week. I struggle a lot with being vulnerable, so I don't really talk about my health here -- even though it does definitely affect my work. Sooo here it goes! I have borderline personality disorder and it affects me in a looot of ways, and occasionally becomes debilitating;; like this weekend. BPD has so much stigma and misconceptions, but my experience basically boils down to having very intense emotions, and struggling to manage and regulate them, which leads to other symptoms and coping mechanisms. A common coping mechanism for me is... avoidance. Feeling overwhelmed can lead me to avoiding my responsibilities, self care, etc. Which leads to guilt... which leads to more avoidance, and the circle continues until I manage to pull myself out of it. This time my avoidance affected all the lovely promises I made to yall last week ;; my new shaved pussy content, birthday thankyous and video, and my other new content I wanted to release. I still have lots of dms to reply to as well thanks to good ol social anxiety 😅 I feel awful and guilty about it, and for not speaking up sooner. I'm still not feeling well enough to get the new videos made, but I wanted yall to know why, and that I'm not trying to scam yall by not sending content! ***I absolutely will be sending out the new videos still, I just need a bit more time. And I appreciate your patience and support and the fact that yall are just still here with me more than you'll ever know.*** I'm gunna try to send out some video dms this week as I usually do, especially since lots of you are new here and dont have much of my content yet. I'm also adding a lil campaign here, if anyone would be so kind as to help me out this week while I recover 💕✨ I hope that by this weekend I'll be able to get my shit together again and send out lots of goodies~~ If you read this far, bless your heart and thank you for being here and taking the time to understand me a little better. And thank you all again for your patience!! Love, Peachy 🍑🌸