

What motivates you to move on when something goes wrong? With the war came to me the realization of the transience of life. I used to reproach myself very much for inaction and therefore smoked marijuana so that I would not care. But now I don't live like that. Now I understand that life is not endless. Although sometimes it seems to me that I am immortal, and you? I don't follow any religion. I would like reincarnation to exist, but I do not hope for it. Will there be something after death or not? I don't want to waste precious minutes of my life on anything. I want to live and enjoy. And it was after February 24, 2022 that my life became conscious. For the first time in many years, I feel happy (not because of the war). I feel like I own the time. I no longer blame myself for being inactive, because I am active from day to day, allowing myself to rest whenever I want. I have a lot of cool friends, I star in various commercials, I communicate with popular people. A year ago I dreamed about it. My life is my dream. I hate war, but it helped me appreciate life... I wish you to come to this realization in peacetime and never experience that terrible fear that all Ukrainians have experienced! Be happy and appreciate every minute of your day! I love you!